Thursday, December 11, 2008 // 5:33 AM
i wish you knew

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alam mo bang marami kang hindi pa alam.?

alam mo bang kapag sinasabi k0ng mukha kang pusa eh nakukyutan ak0 sayo.?

alam mo bang kapag hinahawakan mo ang kamay k0 nakakalimutan ko na nasa earth pala tayo.?

alam mo bang kapag hinahatid m0ko eh parang ayoko ng pumasok sa gate at sumama na lang sayo papuntang Arana.?

alam mo bang paulit ulit k0ng binabasa ang blog mo at messages mo sa cellphone ko, lalo na kapag hindi tayo nagkikita kasi pakiramdam k0 ay kausap lang kita habang binabasa ko’to.?

alam m0 bang kapag nasa byahe ak0 pauwi samin ay wala na ak0ng ibang tinitigan kundi ang cellphone k0 na ang wallpaper eh ang picture nating dalawa.?

alam mo bang kapag tinititigan mok0 eh di k0 pinapahalatang nahuhuli kita minsan kasi kinikilig ak0.?

alam mo bang araw araw ak0ng hindi natutul0g hangga't hindi pa 11:30pm kakahintay sa goodnight message m0,kasi pakiramdam k0 yun ang isa sa mga pamamaraan m0ng kumpletuhin ang araw k0.?

alam mo bang tuwang-tuwa ako kapag nagrereklamo ka sa kung anong bagay at dumadaldal ka tungkol sa kahit ano sa buhay mo, buhay ng ibang tao, at buhay natin.? wala lang, dito k0 kasi nalalaman kung komportable na sakin ang isang tao at kung pinagkakatiwalaan ba ako nito..

alam mo bang tuwing ihahatid moko sa terminal ay gustong-gusto na kitang isama sa Ligao para hindi na kita namimiss to the highest level ng pagkamiss.?

alam mo bang inis na inis ako kapag nababanggit si rani [kahit pa ako ang madalas magbanggit] or nakokonek siya sa kahit anong gawin natin kasi takot akong di mapantayan yung kung anong meron kayo noon.?

alam mo bang sa mga gabing nauunahan mo akong mapansin si mr. moon ay ibig sabihin abala ako sa pagtitig sayo o pagdama sa kamay mo kaya di ko siya napansin.?



alam mo bang lagi akong nakatitig sayo kapag magkatabi tayo sa classroom, wala lang natutuwa lang ak0ng panoorin kang nakikinig kay Sir toots o kaya kay Mam Consulta o kaya’y mainis kay Arl..haha.!?

alam m0 bang kapag yinayakap mok0 eh wala ng mas komportable pang p0sisyon sa buong mundo kundi sa mga braso at balikat m0.?

alam m0 bang kapag hinahalikan mok0 eh nawawala ak0 sa sarili, nanghihina at natatagpuan k0 na lang ang sarili na nahuhul0g pa lalo sayo.?

alam mo bang dapat alam m0 ang lahat ng 'to.?
kasi naman mahal na mahal kita..
sana naman ngayon alam m0 na diba..

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yet , everything is worth a try.
so, here i am..trying..[hard]
because..
i also have something in mind..
i also have something to share..
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am i right or am i right.?
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i can be boisterously loud and be impossibly quiet..
i'm a paradox of my own world and existence..
mixed contradictions and complexities of what's seen and not..
it's like NOT KNOWING YOURSELF.,
a pencil parked on a paper not knowing what to write..

TAKE me as i am or LEAVE me alone.?
it may sound too antagonistic, but for me it makes sense because no one will really stay with you if he/she can't accept the real you..

if you can't stand it, better go than tire yourself with something that is simply hopeless or something beyond human control and understanding or you'll just lose yourself in the process..

one thing i keep in mind: YOU gotta be your TRUE self to be HAPPY.

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