Saturday, January 17, 2009 // 5:08 AM
body and blood

I haven’t taken the communion since December because I haven’t confessed yet..

But I never knew before then that it was this difficult to deprive yourself of drinking His blood and eating His body..

i never felt so ashamed of myself..

i never felt so unworthy of His love..

just now..

i can feel it’s excruciating effect on me..

maybe nobody except my brothers and sisters at church can understand what I mean..

I feel so full of life yet empty of His’ love..

I never wanted to be a pagan..

it’s just that circumstances pushes me to be and proves me to be one..

anyway..i’ll still stick to the fact that no matter what, He loves me so much and He’ll do everything just to bring me back..

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i am not a blogger..
yet , everything is worth a try.
so, here i am..trying..[hard]
because..
i also have something in mind..
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i'm a paradox of my own world and existence..
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TAKE me as i am or LEAVE me alone.?
it may sound too antagonistic, but for me it makes sense because no one will really stay with you if he/she can't accept the real you..

if you can't stand it, better go than tire yourself with something that is simply hopeless or something beyond human control and understanding or you'll just lose yourself in the process..

one thing i keep in mind: YOU gotta be your TRUE self to be HAPPY.

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