Pain..

That’s all there is left now..

I don’t know what to do..

i don’t know what’s gonna happen next..

I don’t know how to face the world without her holding my hands..

Pain..

That’s all I feel for now..

Seems like I’m numb to the other realities of the world..

The only reality left is the ME without HER..

Pain..

That’s all I know for now..

Everything vivid turned to motionless statues or black and white sketches..

Everything tangible turned to ash when touched..

Everything heard turned to non-sensical noises that fills my head and makes me want to blend
to it and vanish into eternity as the echo goes further..

Everything turned to nothing..

All that matters doesn’t matter anymore to me now coz the only thing that matters wants to drift away and search for the tiny pieces I’ve scattered..

I’m not regretting anything coz I know what we had was something far beyond special..that it’s okei that I’m hurting now coz I know what I’m crying about was all worth it..

She may wish that she shouldn’t have loved me from the start..it’s painful to hear that because for me it’s okei that im hurting now, its fine with me coz I know what we had may have not lasted but it doesn’t mean that it isn’t real.. it doesn’t mean it isn’t true..

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